The longest short weekend ever

 

Seriously, this past weekend has taken me from the lowest of lows to the highest of highs. 
The high was that I got to be with my children. See them, spend time with them, laugh with them.


The lows. Not even sure I can blog about them, because they have not fully played out yet and I have absolutely no idea what the end result will be.
 If crying could solve problems, I wouldn't have any.


I hate change, but it seems that that is what is happening in my life. I wish it was the kind of change that felt empowering and exciting, but it's not. It's painful and ugly.
I do have a job interview today at 1pm. I have to figure out how to make the water works STOP, so that my face can at least somewhat resemble a normal person. I have a few reservations about the job I will be interviewing for, but I am hoping that I can get all my questions answered during the interview. I think the job would be a good fit for me, just have to wait and see I guess.

Like everyone else I have no idea how things are going to play out in my life. I do know one thing, I need a job to get some money going. That way I can be more independent and flexible.